I can't do this.
Maybe JD is right. Maybe I'm just not meant to be a good person.
Doing the wrong thing just comes so easily to me.
Something is wrong with me.
I'm not like everyone else.
The things that make me feel.. anything.. are wrong.
The things that make me feel like I can be good.. never last.
Either I need to be put on some medication or something to fix me or I should just leave.
I can't do anything right. I can't keep anything good.
All I do is hurt everyone around me.
I don't deserve better.
If I wasn't such a coward I'd just end my own life.
But I desperately want something more..
I just don't know what.
JD says I won't ever fit in here.
he says he can fix my problems.
I hope that's not true.
I feel like my head is spinning and I don't know up from down, right from left, wrong from right.
Fuck this.
He said.. I'm supposed to be alienating everyone.
I'm not trying hard enough, he says.
The thing is.. I think he might be right about me.
They're better off without me. I'm better off alone...
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